Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Bread Bread Bread and more Bread.

Today I baked my first loaf of bread ever.

It was a FOUR HOUR LONG PROCESS. Completely ridiculous. First you have to warm the liquid ingredients in a saucepan, on LOW, which is completely dumb. It takes a minimum of 15 minutes. While that is going, you combine the dry ingredients. when the wet stuff is finally done, you fight the sticky mass adding more flour until it actually looks somewhat edible. Playing with the sticky mass just made me feel like I was a child again, playing with Gak, or Play-dough. (Gak for those of you that have no idea what I am talking about is a mixture of liquid starch,  glue, and food colouring, it's a rubbery, smooth texture)

Then you knead it for half and hour by hand because my book said that it produces better bread then a dough hook. (Which I don't have anyways) Then you have to let it rise for an hour. When you are waiting for bread, this might as well be an eternity. Then when it's finally risen, you take it out, roll it into a frenzy put it into the pan(s) and wait ANOTHER hour. Finally you get to put on the glaze that makes it crusty, and then you put it in for... yep you guessed it another hour. I got a lot of cleaning and dishes done today. Until the bread came out of the oven that is.

Finally it was finished. It didn't look pretty but it was DELICIOUS.

All of my grousing aside, I had a ton of fun actually making it, even though it tested my patience. I have never had bread made like this before, and was pretty excited about it.

I was pretty satisfied with my results, as I hate white bread with a passion, and this was honestly the best white bread I have ever had. I'm really excited about eating it again tomorrow with/ for breakfast.

It's really interesting to me that this bread is actually healthier for you then store bought because it doesn't have preservatives that store bought bread has to keep it fresh for more then a week. So my bread doesn't keep forever, but it's a ton better for you then that kind of bread because... Well one, you actually know what the heck is in it. But it has no chemicals that "preserve" it and cause use a whole lot of trouble.

I also learned that egg yolks and water make bread crusty and how you know when bread is finished it sounds hollow when you tap it.

Results of my lessons? I got two (well, after my boyfriend was done with it 1.5) loaves of wonderful bread. Makes me happy. Even if it did take most of my day.

So ultimate life lesson of the day: Hard work DOES pay off. In the Kitchen it's a little more obvious and delicious though. ;)

Katydid out. 

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Words to Speak?

Today has been a GOOD Day.

My Church had a baptism today. Three of the Youth group kids got baptized. Plus 1 other younger boy, and one of my co-leaders For Youth group, his mother, and one of my schoolmates.

I'm not going into my whole opinion of baptism, because my whole point of this blog is not to create controversy and to flaunt my opinion.

It was a beautiful thing for me to see. I haven't seen a baptism that large before, and it made my heart glad. Then my church made so much food it was crazy. We do mainly do three things at sunrise. 1. Pray 2. Get into scripture. 3. fellowship... through eating.

Seriously. I have never met a group of Christians who eats as much as we do. As a cook myself, I love making food for these people. It's such a fun way to serve, and to get new recipes. :)

Anyway, off the food. We all were at a lake, and it was wonderfully, deliciously cool water, on a gorgeous, clear blue sky-ed day. So wonderful. It makes you want to join in right?

Then I came home, and went about my normal sunday routine (Except I was so full from lunch I didn't make dinner.)  and I have been thinking about how I would describe how I feel about today.

It came to my attention that today was just... so full of... Jesus, that I can't even describe it.

I was sitting on my bed mulling over my thoughts, when this song came on:

Calloused and bruised
dazed and confused
My Spirit is left wanting something more
Than my selfish hopes
and my selfish dreams
I'm lying with my face down to the floor
I'm crying out for more (crying out for more)

Chorus:
Give me Words to speak
Don't let my Spirit sleep
Cause I can't think of anything worth saying
But I know that I owe You my life
So give me Words to speak
Don't let my Spirit sleep

Every night, every day
I find that I have nothing left to say
So I stand here in silence awaiting Your guidance
I'm wanting only Your voice to be heard
Let them be Your Words
Let them be Your words

(chorus)

I just don't understand this life that I've been living
I just don't understand (x2)
I just don't understand these lies I've been believing
I just don't understand (x2)

(chorus x2)

I know that I owe you my life
Owe my life
Owe my life
(x2)




Perfect. 

I really can't think about anything else to say. I don't understand. Jesus, please give me words to show the world how GOOD you really are. You are so indescribable... and sometimes that frustrates me. 

But I guess that's a good thing when you think about it. Maybe the reason I can't know God the full complete way I want to is because He WANTS us to be completely speechless. 

As usual, I've given myself more to think about then I thought. Hm. 

~Katydid out.